I've got to do better

Okay, I need to start posting more. Today is a good day. It is not too stressful; just right. Wynston's surgery is coming up this Friday and I'm scared. I've never seen my little boy be put to sleep and it scares me. He is growing so much and he is a little firecracker. He sings the song "At Last" to me. It is so nice to hear his little voice trying to sing a song to me. I'm battling with my weight also. I have hit the 190 mark and it sucks. I need to start exercising. I have a membership and have not used it in over 8 months :-o! On a good note, Garrett is turning 14 on March 22nd. He will be going off to college in 4 years (wow)!

December 16, 2008

Seems like life is always throwing some kind sword my way and just cutting it off. I guess I should not complain because God has blessed me so much. Christmas is around the corner and I am blessed that I can financially afford gifts for my boys considering we are in a recession and I am a single mother. Plus, I found out my fiance' lied to me yesterday about some really major things. I pretty much told him it was over. I was for sure that I had found the right man but now I'm questioning me and wondering if I'm doing something wrong. The lie he told is just so hard to forgive. Anyways, as far as my mood is concerned, I'm a little blue but I'm at work. It's slow here so I am looking at what I can do for the boys for the next 10 days until Christmas.